Wednesday, December 28, 2016



Lie is not a mistake , its a choice .
You choose to lie since the first day .
So how it feel?

Im a human ,
I lied too,
But after i lied my life not peace.
I feel sinned, I feel bad about it.
I wonder,
Do your live in a peaceful life after all the lies?
Is that fun to live in lie and fake ?
I wonder, till now :)


Late night.
I cant sleep,
Still deeply missing someone.
I try so hard to endure it.
Then we talked.
About random things.
I thought it will end there.
Next day , i got request from you,
This is how my terrible life start. 

I am your willing victim . 

Monday, December 26, 2016



you asked me to listen a song.
listen and try to understand the lyrics,
as it means a lot to you .

I hear the song.
Kinda a nice song.
I dont try to understand it.
I said it just normal song.

but then later i realise,
that song means a lot.
to me too .

"bagaimana aku ingin membencimu,
  jikalau setiap hari merindu,
 sekiranya derita merinduimu sebenarnya bahagia,
  aku pilih derita."

- SR



On December, the first date come into my mind is 21.
Why 21 ?
Because its your special day :D
I never forget the date since the first time we start to talk .
so Happy Birthday dear you.
I pray may your life will fill with joy and happiness,
and you happy with your beloved one :D Amin.